Gayle’s farewell dinner. I don’t want to go. I don’t really care what people think, but I worry that I am letting negativity get the better of me.

We’ve had our differences, and I’ve been a lot happier since she left. When I think about what she said about me making “more” enemies it still stings. I’d been behaving like a bit of a cow but that was harsh. Oh boo hoo, I know. I need to let it go.

Earlier today I thought up a personal motto “cherish what you have, respect what you have not”. I guess this means I should show some respect and attend this dinner on Wednesday night.