I realised with some clarity today that I’m feeling a bit low. Why? some changes afoot at work, and a bit of emotional insecurity.
One of the other office ladies gave notice, she’s leaving at the end of December. There is another position vacant also, so our boss is looking at restructuring.
It makes sense to get a good quality person in at higher pay and responsbility, to take on these two part-time roles, which have been a little problematic in some areas. The boss wants to make the new position full-time, and amped up to a manager position by the looks of things.
I really have to work hard to go humbly at work, and not be jealous of the talents and skills of others. Others being currently another person I work with, who is so brilliant and sparkling at what she does that I just hate myself. At the moment I feel very unimportant and quite irrelevant. I have to remind myself that I’m not there to be important, I’m there to do my work and support others to the best of my ability.
Damn pride and jealousy, be off with you!