Got to stop dwelling on the exchange with Wheelie last weekend. He said I was a boring and lifeless person. This is what I’ve been telling myself for years, and now a voice outside my head is telling it. I don’t know whether he intended to be hurtful, I tried to make a joke of it.. so boring and lifeless I need a warning label – “Warning: this person will make you drowsy, do not listen to her whilst driving or operating heavy machinery”.
Yeah, I’m an average, boring person. This has been behind a lot of the depression I’ve fallen into. But I’m working on it. I have a lot of happy things in my life. Marriage to a good man, a nice home on an acreage filled with trees, three fun-loving dogs, a challenging job, a nice car to drive, access to a great DVD collection, a growing appreciation for the little things that make life worthwhile.