Over the last few days Wheelie’s words have echoed in my thoughts and I have struggled to let them go. This afternoon a couple of emails arrived, jokes from Wheelie.. so all is business as usual as far as he’s concerned. It has alleviated the pain of those words a little bit, even though I’m this boring, lifeless person I am not totally rejected.
I read so much into things and torture myself with endless rumination. I need to practice my “leaves on a stream” exercise, and just let these thoughts drift away.